The 2016 has started already 5 days ago. But before I'll do any New Year's resolutions and will set any new goals I want to change the way I think. I remember when I was 15 I was a many times happier person because I was more optimistic and the way I looked at things and my attitude was different. I think I could say I was stronger because I worried less and believed more. I want to get back to it. Since I turned 16 I somehow have become a more worried, fearful and stressful person. Maybe it started because I had important exams in the 9th class then changed school in the 10th. Now I'm in the 11th class and next year I'll have to decide what to do after school. So it all makes me worried of course but it's not only school and future that scares me. I am afraid of incredibly a huge amount of things now. It is terrifying. And fear is what paralyses you, what keeps you from doing things and thinking big. Until I won't get rid of it, until I won't be able to mute these doubts I hear in my head I won't be able to move forward.
So I've made a playlist of some old and new songs that inspire me, help me believe in myself, help me feel strong, calm me and drive away my fears. From now on I'll try as hard as I can to listen to them and sing along to them every day. I believe it will help me. Words are power. Music can have a great influence on the way we think. I'll just try to listen and believe and when I'll be ready to move on. To continue my journey. To set the goals. I'll be back. Because in my opinion it's meaningless to do anything if you don't have a goal. I need a goal.
And I also need to understand a lot of things about myself. Like what do I want? What is my purpose? What can I do and what's too much for me?
Don't worry the blog posts will appear anyway. I just want to tell you that if you're struggling with the same things like fear, doubts, uncertainty you can try do something like that, too. And we could support each other by sharing our own stories how we get STRONGER by changing the way we think. :)
Good luck!
And which songs would you add to my playlist?
Love you lots <3
- Mary J Blige - Doubt
- Little Mix - Little Me
- Little Mix - Wings
- Little Mix - Weird People
- Little Mix - I won't
- Selena Gomez - Who Says
- Selena Gomez - Rise
- Selena Gomez - Like a Champion
- Selena Gomez - Kill 'Em With Kindness
- Taylor Swift - Mean
- Taylor Swift - Shake It Off
- Kelly Clarkson - What Doesn't Kill You
- Rachel Platten - Fight Song
- Demi Lovato - Skyscraper
- Demi Lovato - La la land
- Demi Lovato - Yes, I am
- Demi Lovato - Confident
- Cobbie Caillet - Try
- Bethany Mota - Be Who You Want To Be
- Jessie J - Price Tag
- Jessie J - Masterpiece
- Jessie J - Who You Are
- Jessie J - Who's Laughing Now
- Jessie J - Flashlight
- Tori Kelly - Unbreakable Smile
- Meghan Trainor - All About That Bass
- Mandisa - Stronger
- Mandisa - He Is With You
- Kari Jobe - Here
- Kari Jobe - Steady My Heart
- Kari Jobe - Everyone Needs a Little
- Kari Jobe - You Are For Me
- Kari Jobe - Find You On My Knees
- Britt Nicole - Gold
- Britt Nicole - Headphones
- Britt Nicole - Have Your Way
- Britt Nicole - Hanging On
- Fifth Harmony - Reflection
- Fifth Harmony - Miss Movin On
- Royal Tailor - Remain
- Bethel Music - No Longer Slaves
- Hillsong United - Oceans
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